January 2010
Haze
Don’t you think it is hillarious when you occasionally catch sight of a person so intact, so egg-like in his or her self-containment, that you can stare with impunity (the person will never notice). They are so utterly bewildred that they truly make ignorance look like bliss. Clouded over eyes, giving their utmost attention towards something that most would not even give a second glance too. I...
Balance.
We are funny little things. For instance, it is hard to be in thrall to more than one abstraction at a time, whether it’s love, loss, despair or something else. Our bodies are very strict on limiting us to only one of these things at any one given instance; in the same way that we are not able to focus on background and foreground simultaneously. You can try, but in both cases, it should feel...
“To analyse life is good. But like all things in life, do it too much in quantity...”
Talking and drinking
“It’s a strange phenomenon, talking and drinking. You talk and talk and talk, and drink and drink and drink, and it all vanishes into air, into hot air, and memory retains only a flavor of the undercurrent that usually runs unnoticed beneath all social commerce, and is most present during these often confessional, feverish, impassioned, heartfelt, rambling, almost unconscious...
“The best thing you can do is be your own person, dont try be something your not,...”
Night out
So I have just come back from a night out; it was my friends gig at a small dive called lamp in the city where I live, he played really well and we all had a few too many drinks. Strawberry beer - something I have never tried, and quite frankly, I recommend it. Anyway, it was a wonder ful night, the time is 00.37, and I fell asleep briefly in the back seat of his car. For some reason I turned on...
Face.
So I woke up with an indentation of a line across my cheek. Pillow creases often choose to take it upon themsleves to implant themselves on me, so I first thought that the mark might be an illusion. But then, it wasn’t. I looked at the dent in the mirror, from all angles, and it was indeed an impression, a few inches in length starting just below my eye. I have not yet determined the meaning of...
“Rain is outdoor motion which gives indoor motionlessness its appeal. We adjust...”
Well, I am at a loss.
“Sleep deprivation can have serious effects on your health in the form of physical and mental impairments. Inadequate rest impairs our ability to think, handle stress, maintain a healthy immune system and moderate our emotions. In fact, sleep is so important to our overall health that total sleep deprivation has been proven to be fatal: lab rats denied the chance to rest die within two to...
Sleep deprivation
I have been thinking an awful lot lately, about life, the world, the people in it – in fact, it is probably a perfect reason as to why I am having such trouble sleeping at night! I am pretty am sure that I could qualify for being nocturnal now, or atleast be cast for Twilight or something. I have come to realise that it’s no secret that beautiful things produce foulness - but somehow it is always...
“We manufacture complex thoughts of people when we see their expressionless faces...”
Tracks
There’s so little friction that my mind goes into sleep function during the day. At night, it is another story. The grinding of my neurons are almost as systematic as a catalystic converter in a car. Wide awake. Everytime. We’re moving along the tracks in shared confidence that our destinations will be quickly reached, and mostly it is a justified confidence, for the most part. The seats glow. The...
“Life is like the dice that, falling, still show a different face. So life,...”
Quickly.
Thing’s are changing so so quickly, but I’m actually loving every second of it at the moment. I don’t like the person I was becoming, I realised that I didn’t need anyone to tell me that – deep down I knew, I knew that something wasn’t right, something had to change. The people I was associating with, were mostly a faze, an immature expression of wanting to be noticed, wanting to fit in, for once...
“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves...”
Define it.
Children, have a confused sense of functionality. Children will eat buttons, put pound coins up their noses, and conceive that straws have right and wrong ends. I’m assuming that these don’t come out of the blue; that they arrive from misplaced notions of reality. Maybe the button looks like a chocolate coin or the straw resembles a hose or doctors stethascope, or something else that has a right...
“You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don’t make money...”
“Life is not about waiting for the storm to be over, but learning to dance in the...”
Dream
There is one thing that you have to prove in this world – to everyone. It`s that your life is worth living and that every hour of your time is yours to do what you want with it. People will tell you almost every day, in one way or another, that you can’t do the things you dream, you can’t reach the goals you have, and that you’re not good enough to be the person you desire to be. They will tell...
“Bad habbits consume our every being, our soul, our body and our mind. Take a...”
